COME TO SEE OUR SITE OWNER FALL APART AT THE SEAMS?

it should be known that this is the site owner's VENT BLOG. mentions of disturbing topics relating to violence, abuse, adult situations, and mature topics are neatly put here for an obvious reason. avoid this part of the website at all costs if you are apart of the faint-of-heart.

10.4.2023

tip: i am so fucking mad.

i need to get out of hereee man :-( i'm sick of being angry all the time and not going to the doctor and having Symptoms arise each and everyday and have them alter my relationships with others. my self esteem has been at an all time low.

i wish i knew how to deal with it but no one wants to be mature. i embrace this edge factor with no point for the sole sake of comfort and familiarity but i'm so tired of being angry. i just want to have a place to myself. at least that's a reason for why i should take care of my space.

9.27.2023

i feel tired lately. more snappy, more negative. [ REDACTED ] [ REDACTED ] [ REDACTED ] [ REDACTED ] [ REDACTED ] [ REDACTED ].

i often hear people say it gets worse before things get better. maybe i'm getting better? is this metamorphosis? would metamorphosis feel like [ REDACTED ] [ REDACTED ] nearly all the time? how much waiting do i have to do to finally be set free?

i hope i know the answer soon

9.23.2023

hopefully i never have to use this part of this website to ever go into detail about the things that have happened to me. i hope everyone reading this has it better in some way, shape or form.